Wednesday, March 27, 2013

AWARD NIGHT AT FLEISHER: MAYBE I AM HOME

Last Friday night Fleisher Art Memorial in Philadelphia ( a free tuition art school) had there closing ceremony for the Student Show. This is where I have been taking painting classes. They were giving out awards for the different categories of art being featured in the show.
'WEEPING'                                24x30                    2012                      oil on canvas

The awards ceremony was to begin 7:00 P.M. and it was in Fleisher's historic Sanctuary chapel.  This chapel is something you just have to see.  It looks like it is from the 1700's however, I am not sure exactly how old it is. The walls are plaster frescos with painted imagery on them. The entire chapel is so ornate with tall columns, pillars, arches and decorative embellishments.  It is dark and gloomy at times and at other times it is so awe inspiring and creatively uplifting because of it's endless attention to the details.  Classes are sometimes held in this sanctuary.   There is a round sunglass window at the front of the chapel.  The altar is dressed with a crucifix and many ornate and decorative sculptures and carvings.  It is next to Fleisher's primary school class rooms and you would hardly know it was there from the street if the sunglass window and pointed roof were not there.

I went with my husband Paul and met up with a few friends that I know at Fleisher. I knew I had won an award, I just didn't know which one.  They kept that secret.  Anxiously, Paul and I went into the Sanctuary at around 7:00 P.M. and we sat down to hear the names called for each award category.  The award announcements began with some minor problems as I was the first one to be called up for an award. Go figure!  I was not looking forward to getting up in front of everyone to get my award even though it was in front of people I knew.  Hate that.  I really had the nervous jitters. I felt as though I was going to fall over when I stood up and I couldn't breathe right.  You know, basic anxiety symptoms. I didn't know where to stand and I felt like eyes were all on me. My worst nightmare was coming true. I listened to them call the other names of the artists and waited for them to come up to the podium to get their awards and to join me in the front of the Sanctuary.   I felt better having others up there with me.  After the names for painting category were called, I received my certificate and hurried back to my chair.  Oh, thank goodness, it was over.  I received my award for my abstract painting and nothing terrible happened!

I have been painting abstract since last January 2012.  I've been keeping it a secret because it is a diversion from my previous work.  One I did not need!  It is surely a change in direction for me. It actually started in an unplanned way but possibly inspired by these two things intersecting. One- since I was taking a new class, 'Painting Intuatively'( a modern art painting class) and two- because of my regular class 'Imagination, Memory and Observation'(imagery from your imagination), I was being primed subconsciously for this collision of techniques and to produce something new.

One Thursday in class, I was working on a drawing for a painting I was beginning in 'Imagination, Memory and Observation' and my instructor John thought that it was not in proportion with my drawing in my sketch book. I decided to wipe off the drawing but I felt stuck and I didn't know what I was going to do next. Then out of nowhere, and as I thought out loud, "I think I will paint an abstract painting."  This came to me from a place I did not recognize.  I had been painting still life and conceptual paintings since I began painting in 2008 and I was happy doing it, so this was definitely out of character for me. Well anyway, I went to work furiously painting without knowing really what I was doing. I only used a palette knife.  When class was over my instructor John came over and was amazed at what I had created on the canvas.  He asked how I did what I did and he told me it was great and I should paint abstract, give it a try. (Below, see the first painting that I had done)  After I painted this painting, a new direction and pathway were formed for me and I thought about trying to work in abstract for awhile to see what would develop.   Boy, was I blown away by what was to come. I would almost be totally taken over by abstract painting, form and mass.
'BEGINNING AGAIN'                   24x30                   2012                      oil on canvas

The interesting part of this journey is that when I was a teenager, I totally loved abstract and modern art. My Dad also loved it and we would talk about it when I was a kid. He was so ahead of his time (a toy designer and inventor) and he loved anything that was contemporary or modern.  We went looking for furniture (when I was 13) for our new house and most of it was totally modern.  The colors painted on our bedroom walls were totally modern.  My sister's and my bedroom was 3 walls bright yellow, one wall lime green and brown trim!  Our living room had a vanilla milkshake sofa the had a curve along the back and the carpeting was super plush royal blue that was cut on a curve going from the door to the kitchen!  This was before people realized they could cut the carpet in creative ways. My Dad was 'the bomb'.  We both had the same creative interests when I was young and we had the whole world ahead of us. Sadly, my Dad passed away one year later from a massive heart attack at the age of 40. I knew then that I had truly lost my creative friend in life... and I would never be the same,  and I haven't been.

When I began college, I wanted to work in abstract.  Then, somewhere in my early twenties my interest changed and I sort of found myself moving away from abstract art and modernism and more towards realism and impressionism when I moved to Philly and studied at Moore College of Art and Design. I don't know if it had anything to do with my Dad's death and my not wanting to remember things or not, but this is where I had been for many years. I studied graphic design and ad design in college, so I guess this might be my hanging on to the modern art world?   I'm not sure now if I am comfortable painting in an abstract technique yet, but I am making my way through the process. I feel the fear of beginning each new painting. I can't say that I will move away from conceptual art because it is dear to my heart, but I like the free and expressive energy that is released when painting in an abstract way.  I love the freedom of moving the paint around the canvas and not knowing exactly where I am going only to find a image emerge on the canvas. I am producing a lot and finding the process interesting.  It is funny that all my adult years I had no interest in abstract art and here I am coming full circle to my childhood and all the things I loved about art.  I am thinking about many things I had forgotten about myself and remembering all the things I wanted to be and do. I am thinking about being a child and having all the opportunities in front of me.  I am thinking... Maybe, I am home.

You might be wondering,"which award did I win?".  The answer is, I won the Honorable Mention Award for Painting. I am excited and I realize that I am forging a new direction which is like coming around to greeting a new, yet at the same time old friend.

I will be putting up some of my new abstract paintings soon so stay tuned for a change in direction and mood.  Leave a comment as to what you think of this new style of painting I am taking on.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

NEW PAINTING FROM BALLOON SERIES



I was going through some of my paintings yesterday and came across this little painting that I had done awhile ago that goes along with my Balloon Series Paintings.  I over looked it and totally lost track of it since it is a small painting.
It was created with the series of paintings that I just posted about called 'HOW FRAGILE WE ARE' and I wanted to include it with the series
This painting is titled, 'IN THE WINK OF AN EYE' 11x14  2010 oil on canvas.
'IN THE WINK OF AN EYE'                  11x14                oil on canvas            2010

Thursday, March 7, 2013

HOW FRAGILE WE ARE

A couple of years ago I took a brief dabbling in my painting and began painting characters that look like balloons.  
It all started when I painted a diptychs for my brother as a Christmas gift.  He was my secret Santa and I wanted to do something cool for his house.  He had virtually no art in his beautiful home so I thought a painting would be an awesome idea.  I had no idea as to what I was going to take on right before Christmas.

It is titled 'Air on the side of caution' and each canvas is 24x30.  It took some time to paint, but I really got in the groove and finished them on time.  It began my interest in the balloon as a metaphor for the human brain and personality.

'AIR ON THE SIDE OF CAUTION'      2009   24x30 panels     oil on canvas

I don't know precisely what caught my attention to create these balloon character faces except that I am generally interested in the face as a theme and use it in a lot of my paintings.  I am also interested in our human psychology as a theme.  The idea that these balloon characters can be extinguished with just a nick by the birds beak, speaks to me because I feel that that is how one can feel when they move in the world.  Vulnerability is the key word I think of to describe these balloon character paintings.  I think of how fragile our psychological life can be and how we can feel so unimportant at times.  I also think of strength and courage when I look at these paintings.  Courage to put yourself out there not knowing what will come back to you.  Strength to pick yourself up after an emotional event and move forward.  The faces are just floating in the air and moving through their life even though there is tragedy.  One balloon has been loosing it's air it's life and a lot of balloons look at it in concern and fear, while others are not nearly so affected.  Some characters like the one in the left panel in the bottom left corner is closing his eyes and doesn't even want to know what is going on.

                'BLISS'                11x14               2010      oil on canvas                                         

This painting above titled 'BLISS" 11x14 oil on canvas is one of my very favorites.  I think it is because I love the way the face looks so relaxed and truly experiencing 'bliss'.  I love the way the colors blend together and support the red face.  It is not actually a balloon face however it is the beginning of my balloon series.

               'HOPES DEFLATED'         16x20                 2010       oil on canvas                                   
Above in this second painting, 'Hopes Deflated' 16x20.  Two birds swoop in to bite onto the yellow balloon character and deflates it while standing on the face of the green character.  This reflects the fragile nature of our psychological persona.

             'WHAT'S SO FUNNY?'                   16x20                      2010      oil on canvas             
 In this third painting above, 'What's so funny?' 16x20, each character in the painting is laughing and filled with fun.  The blue character is clearly the 'jokester' while the yellow woman character is very amused and smitten with the joke as the orange woman looks on.  This painting reflects the different sides of ourselves and how we can change our persona from one moment to the next.
      'RISING ABOVE'          16x20        2010       oil on canvas                             
In this fourth painting, 'Rising above' 16x20 , you can see different emotions as the orange balloon is relaxing and looks like he is meditating and not effected by the others.  The blue character looks on wondering and the green guy in the background looks like he wants to make his own appearance as a unique and different personality from the others.  The three birds fly around these characters clearly familiar with these three guys. The guys do not feel any fear even though at any minute the birds can nick them and they will deflate and their lives will be lost
              'GRIEF'                    11x14              2010   oil on canvas
In this painting above titled 'GRIEF' 11x14,  I really experience the feeling of grief when I look at the face of this balloon that is floating in the air.  Since I have been going through a lot of grief lately with the loss of my Mom and my Gram 16 months apart, I really relate to the way the balloon is holding his head and closing his eyes and staring down. This balloon character is surely feeling down and filled with sorrow.

I hope you enjoyed viewing this group of paintings.  Please feel free to leave a comment and let me know what's on your mind.


Saturday, February 2, 2013

WHERE I'VE BEEN

'HEAVY HEART'    24x30       2012    oil on canvas
I have not posted on this blog for some time now.  I would like to share where I have been and why I have been there.   I have not been writing mainly because I have been in a process of grieving the loss of my precious Mom who passed away last May 6 th. I have been heart broken and filled with sorrow about her passing.  You can read more about her here on her blog.  From the pain and the sorrow it has been very hard to write and organize my thoughts and emotions.  I have been a bit 'stuck' and I have struggled with a blank palette in my mind.  I never realized how much a loss would effect my ability to write and be creative at it, as well.  Although I have been painting this entire year, I never realized how much it would effect my ability to write effectively.  Over this year, I would sit down in front of my computer, open my blog and completely draw a 'blank' inside.  I did not know where to begin.  Ideas were few and hard to come by.  Anxiety started to creep in and the emptiness in my mind became a a real obstacle to writing creatively.  The longer I failed to blog, the harder it became to write.  This cycle went round and round for almost a year.  Can you believe it has been a year?  Well, as time went by, I began to ask myself questions about "how do I begin again to offer inspiration and ideas to anyone when I have not been able to write and express myself and because I have been away from blogging for so long?"   The angst grew more profound for sometime until I finally had a moment of clarity and insight into my own creative thought process.
'SAD, SAD GIRL'      16x20     2011      oil on canvas

 For the past year, even though I was unable to write, I have been painting a lot.  I don't know for certainty why this had been this way, however I do have some ideas about it as I am trying to find the answers as to why writing is so much more of a struggle.  This is what I learned. As I mentioned, I have been painting furiously over this last year however, when it came to expressing my thoughts in writing, it was more difficult, more raw, more open. I guess that through the written word, somehow the reality of my loss seemed to be more real, more true. In art visually, sometimes I find I can hide behind the work, with a 'simple disguise' of sorts but with writing it is just out there.  When I write it is real and coming from the unconscious and unconscious at the same time.  If I were to want to express the pain I am feeling, and I were to write , "I am in pain", that becomes a fact for me just by the act of writing it.  Visually however, allows for that same feeling to be disguised like a woven tapestry with images, shapes and colors and even though it is meant to express the same emotion as something I have written. Visually, it is left to interpretation but in writing, for me, 'it is what it is'.   This is my idea about why for me, writing is so much more difficult and challenging.
'GRIEF AND A BIRD'    18x24       2011      oil on canvas
I've mentioned that I did do a lot of painting, I was able to work in a friend's studio in Philadelphia over the summer and even though I was bouncing around a lot with my ideas, I did manage to produce some interesting new work. Visually I was still able to work creatively.  Although I was thoroughly into my painting, and I was not blogging, I had no idea what the end of the summer would bring in my life and how it would effect my ability to write even more then it previously had. 

Sadly, at the end of the summer, my beloved Gram, ('little Gram' as family all knew her), and the woman who raised me and my siblings, passed away on August 27th.  This loss has hit me so hard and fast and again I was finding myself so paralyzed and unable to make sense out of anything for these past 4 months.  (You can read more about my Gram here , here and here. )  Although I have suffered these losses, what I have come to realize is that I can try to use writing to heal the heart just as I use painting to soothe my soul.  I know I need to get back to writing and share my story, so it is not so raw, so painful.   I am learning that I can use my writing as a way of healing and not shut down from my experiences.  I have come to understand that I need to share this part of my life and at the same time offer my art and inspiration outward.  The two creative processes can coexist. I am struggling but I'm pulling through.  I have also come to realize that I was sheltering myself and hiding away while trying to get some soothing from the two major losses that has happened so close together.  I have been trying to make sense out of nonsense and this can be a never ending challenge and struggle.
'REACHING,  GRASPING,  HOPING'         2012           24x30   oil on canvas
I am ready to begin again along with my losses, sorrows and heart brake to share my experiences on this blog if the moment or time calls for it.  This way I am not boxed in to just write about my work but to share how I am doing along with my work and creative inspiration. I hope I can write about what and how my heart asks me to. 

Thanks to everyone who has come to my blog waiting for a new post. Thanks for giving me this time to finding healing and find my footing. Thanks for reading because this is my story. This is where I've been.  

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

AN INTERVIEW WITH FRED KAPLAN ARTIST AND TEACHER PART TWO


Hi everyone.  Thanks for coming to my blog to read the interview I did with Fred Kaplan.   It has gotten a good response from my readers and thanks to all who followed part one last week.  If you have not yet read part one, just scroll down the page to the end of this post and you will see the banner for it.  Also, don't forget to take a peek at Fred's work on his very cool website.  It is full of info and material advice for artists.

Last week I talked with Fred about his childhood and when he developed an interest in art.  We also talked about his college education and his career as an illustrator in the advertising world.  Fred gave some pretty interesting responses to my questions and I hope you are learning some about him as a person, artist and educator.  Part two is as interesting as part one. so stay checked in...

Let's get started

on teaching...
I know you teach at The Pennsylvania Academy of Fine arts as well as at Fleisher Art Memorial.  
Fleisher has the only free tuition art classes in the country.  It’s an awesome place to learn, create, and have some fun and to feel a sense of community.  I must say myself that I have had some times in my years at Fleisher, when I was out of sorts, the Fleisher classes kept me in the loop and helped me from being isolated. I often wonder how many people it has helped in a deep, deep meaningful way? Fleisher offers workshops for kids and adults and has just won a national award for excellence.


* What is your experience like teaching at Fleisher?

Fleisher’s is a terrific school and an affordable alternative to an art college. There is hardly a decent artist in Philadelphia who has not taken classes at Fleisher’s.

One of the things that drew me to teach there is the fact that a majority of students are quite serious about making art. For an instructor, that is important.


* How long have you been there and why?

I began teaching at Fleisher’s in 2008.


* You take your teaching very seriously and I have seen it in every class I’ve taken with you.  Some times teachers don’t invest a lot of themselves in each student and you do.  Why and how do you make this happen?

When a person is ravenous enough to drag him or herself to a class after an exhausting workday, I owe it to that student to provide a wholesome and delicious banquet, including dessert. So I cook up a meal that satisfies students’ hunger to learn, and supply knives, forks, and spoons so students can eventually feed themselves.


* You mentioned in class last cycle, that women artists are only recently being taken seriously and being respected in the art community.  What advice would you give to women artists that want to pursue a career in painting or the fine arts?

It is a different world today than it was not all that long ago. In the recent past white males dominated most everything. Now women, blacks, gays, and others are able to hold their own, in society in general as well as in the arts. There is still a ways to go – there are still inequities and unfairness – but we are well along the road.

The advice I would give to a female artist is the same as I would give to anyone pursuing any profession. Learn your craft well, work diligently and persevere, put into what you do all that you are, and let no one discourage you. You should also learn the business aspects of your profession. Make yourself aware of what other artists are doing and what they have done in the past so that you can find your own place in the contemporary art world. Get to know people in the professional community: other artists, dealers, collectors, curators, and so on.


* How does a student painter know that they have crossed the threshold and are ready to pursue painting as a profession?

Professionalism is an attitude or way of thinking more than anything else. Once you acquire a professional mind-set you will know it.


* I’ve noticed that in most classes you teach, there are mostly women students. Do you have any thoughts about that?

I’m not sure of the reason for this. You see the same thing at art colleges, as well. Another thing I’ve noticed is that there are few African-American students. This seems odd in a city like Philly with its large Black population. Again, I have no explanation.


* Where else do you teach and how does teaching crossover or help you with your own work?

Besides Fleisher’s, I teach at the Pennsylvania Academy and at Cumberland County College. I also occasionally run classes in my studio and workshops for other institutions. You can find information about open enrollment sessions at the Classes & Workshop page of my web site.

Teaching at Fleisher’s or anywhere is a gratifying experience. It means a lot to me when I see a student achieve something or have an “ah-ha” moment. I also learn from my students. They have interesting concepts, try things I haven’t thought of, and discover ways of making pictures that haven’t occurred to me. I have to admit that I am not above “borrowing” from my students. After all, one of the 20th century’s greatest artists, Pablo Picasso, was also one of its greatest thieves.

FKAPLAN      Electron Exchange                                    2010        Oil On Canvas            18x48

Save Fred’s studio…

* Some months back, you launched a campaign (an advertising phrase) to save your studio, and you did.  It was a good idea and it worked.  Do you think you used some of that old fashioned advertising creative thinking to make that happen?  What was the whole experience like for you and how long will it keep you going?    Do you have any thing else in your “bag of tricks”?

It is said that necessity is the mother of invention, and I had a necessity. As you say, it worked and I was able to keep my studio, and any experience that helps me keep making pictures is a good experience. My goal, the goal of most artists is to make enough money to allow them to make art. So, whatever it takes to achieve that I will do – within legal boundaries, of course.


* I wanted to mention this because it has opened in my thoughts.  I think it is often to bad that artists have so many struggles just to create. It is not looked upon as a necessary part of our culture, even though it is absorbed and desired by everyone to enlighten and enrich lives.  Art and artists are not valued in our country. In some European countries, art and artists are valued and respected as an integral part of their society and they are helped and subsidized, so they can work as artists.  One country I think of is Holland.  There, art and design is not looked upon as a hobby or pastime, or that one is “lazy” but as a genuine and legitimate career choice. Beautiful art and design are desired by the people who live in Holland and there country puts there money where there mouth is!  Just a thought….  What are your thoughts about the differences in other countries?

I’m not sure that I agree with you about attitudes toward art. When I tell people my profession, they don’t leap up and accuse me of being a loafer. Usually they are curious and in some cases they are delighted to meet a “real artist.”

Although some other countries provide more financial support for their artists than the U.S. does, private organizations and governments at all levels – national, state, local – provide quite a few grants and subsidies to individual artist. Still, it is a difficult struggle for many.


Now most important, let’s talk about your work…


* Let’s talk about the recent work you have been creating?  What’s going on in the studio now and what do you want to share with the readers?  I would like to talk some about your work and the thought process about it?

For the past few years I have been making pictures related to physics. But I am getting an itch to explore a new direction, which happens from time to time. My daughter was considering a career in genetics for a while. That got me interested in the subject and that is likely to be the new direction in which I head.

Whatever kind of work I happen to be doing, there is almost always a fair amount of research involved. For instance, to develop a painting that addressed genocide, I read extensively about the issue in order to make a meaningful image. Right now I am starting to learn about the science of genetics.


* Recently, I saw your work exhibited at the Cerulean Art Gallery.  How was the experience in that gallery? 

Cerulean has been developing a fine reputation over the past few years, and I am proud to have been invited to participate in one of its exhibits. I like the owner, and admire him for the risk he took in opening the gallery and for his inventive ideas for making his gallery more relevant. 
         
FKAPLAN             Ion Storm              2010                                    Oil On Canvas   20x72

* Is their any inside scoop about what you are working on currently?


* I have always wondered about this question…I’ve heard that some artists do this…Do you feel protective over a body of work before it is completed.  I mean do you hold back some from presenting your work before the entire collection is finished?

In some cases, yes, and in others, no. If it is a group of works in which every piece is an integral part of the whole, then I really don’t want the series seen until everything is complete. Otherwise, I am not particularly secretive about what I am doing.


* Why are you taking the specific path creatively that you are going down now?

I am not quite sure what you mean here. If you are talking about the kinds of pictures I make, then I think I’ve already addressed that.


* Where can the readers see some more of your work?

Tyme Gallery in Havertown has some of my work. People can also see images on the Gallery page of my web site, or subscribe to the site in order to receive exhibit announcements. Sometime during the next year I will be having a one-person show at a venue in New Jersey; the dates haven’t been set yet.


In closing….

* Are you doing what you want to be doing now and are you where you want to be?

Sounds like another job interview questions.


* Besides the visual arts what other creative arts influence you?

Literature and music mainly. Some of my ideas come from musical works.


     * Favorite artist/painter
     * Favorite music (do you have any of your daughters musical ability?)
     * Favorite author (that’s if you have the time to read)

As you well know, since I have talk about her in my classes, my daughter is a fine musician. She is first chair cello and first chair French horn at her high school, as well as being a member of an elite group of 16 vocalists. She has done a few semi-professional gigs so, if any of your readers has a wedding or other event coming up, her string ensemble is available.

As to artists, musicians, and authors, I really don’t have a single favorite in any category, although there are a few that I especially like.

Artists would be Caravaggio, William Bailey, Mark Rothko, Wayne Thiebaud, Casper David Friedreich, and Frederic Edwin Church, plus a few others. Neil Diamond is high on my list of popular musicians; along with Peter, Paul, and Mary; Elton John; and Simon and Garfunkel. In the classical sphere it’s Wagner, Rimsky Korsakov, Tchaikovsky, and of course Beethoven. There are a great many authors that I admire. Dostoevsky, Hugo, and Poe are a few.


* If you could live the life of any artist in history, with all their hang-ups, neurosis and shortcomings, what artist would you want to be and why?

Frederic C. Kaplan. I have my own problems, why would I want somebody else’s?


* And lastly, if you could own one piece of art ever created, irrespective of the money it may have sold for or generated, what piece would you want to own and why?

This is a tough one, but I think it would have to be Moorish Chief by Eduard Charlemont in the collection of the Philadelphia Museum of Art. I wouldn’t turn my nose up, though, at most anything by Dali, Vermeer, or Rothko.


Well, that wraps up a great question and answer interview with Fred. Thank you Fred for your generous time letting my readers know more about you and your art.  Please check out Fred's website to see his work and for questions you might have about art materials and advice.  It's well worth the time to experience Fred's paintings.

Keep checking in on my blog to read more about my experience on art and painting.  Feel free to leave a comment.  Again, thank you everyone.

Cheers,
Loren










Tuesday, January 24, 2012

AN INTERVIEW WITH FRED KAPLAN PAINTER AND TEACHER



FKAPLAN   A Curious Place             Oil On Canvas  2011  32x48

Hi everyone, thank you for coming to my blog to read my interview with Fred Kaplan, artist and teacher.  I'm so excited to have Fred talk about art and creativity. 

When I was thinking about doing this interview I tried to focus on questions that 'you the reader' would like to ask Fred, if you had the chance to.  I wanted to know things about Fred as a painter, as well as a teacher, and I thought you would, too.  Follow along as Fred takes us through the journey he has been on to arrive at the place he is today, as an artist and teacher.  I've decided to post most of the interview since I liked Fred's answers, so I will split it into two parts.  Check back for the second part next week.

Let me mention that I met Fred 3 1/2 years ago when I signed up for my first painting class at Fleisher Art Memorial in Philadelphia.  I develop an interest in painting after I was "clunked" on the head with a ceramic vase that fell off of a shelf (read the story here).  Fred walked me through the process of painting as I struggled with my issues of using color, as well as using very thick paint.  I have taken Fred's class often because I am still learning from him every week.  I really love his class because I have seriously seen growth in my work and it has been enhanced from learning painting techniques from Fred.

Fred does have some funny antics and he might be thought of as a little eccentric by some, however, he is an effective teacher and and awesome painter.  Fred has a very cool website which features his work.
It also is chockful of information about art and art materials for students and artists.  Check it out..... www.kaplanpicturemaker.com


So let’s talk with Fred...


* I always find this question interesting even though it is always asked.   When did you first recognize that you had the gift of artistic skill and creativity?  How did it reveal itself to you?  I mean, did you start drawing, painting or coloring outside the lines?


Drawing was just something that I’ve always done and enjoyed. One day, my fifth grade teacher talked about this guy named Rembrandt who was The Master of Light and Shadow and I decided at that moment that I also wanted to be a master of light and shadow.


* Were your artistic skills encouraged when you were a child?

My parents boasted of my skills and showed off my pictures to impress others. Other than that, though, thoughts of an art career were discouraged. As with many parents, mine believed that it was impossible to earn a decent living as an artist. They were not wholly incorrect, for it is exceedingly difficult. Instead they urged me to pursue medicine or law or some other high-paid and socially prestigious profession; the dream of every Jewish mother is, I guess, to have a doctor for a son.


* Where did you get you college education and what was your major?

While still in high school I participated in a Saturday program run by the Philadelphia school district and attended evening open figure drawing sessions at Fleisher’s. Unfortunately, the Saturday program is no more, although the school district now has its High School for the Visual and Performing Arts, which I very much wish existed when I was a public school student. After high school I went on to study at the Pennsylvania Academy of The Fine Arts while I continued to take occasional classes at Fleisher’s. At that time all evening classes were free, which was just the right price for an extremely poor student. Eventually I earned a certificate and MFA in painting from the Academy.


* What kind of student were you?

I am told that college transcripts are confidential, and I don’t want to violate any laws, so I think I’ll have to withhold that information.


* What field of art did you pursue after college?

My first art-related job actually came while still in high school. I worked on the advertising staff for a now defunct supermarket chain. Although I didn’t get to do much in the way of actual artwork (mostly I was a go-fer), I did learn a lot. After college I got a position as an embroidery designer, which was pretty interesting, and later as a trade show exhibit designer. Through the years I’ve driven taxis, sold shoes, did telemarketing, worked at a couple of art supply stores, and had a variety of sales jobs as I struggled to build a clientele for a illustration and graphic design business. Eventually I was able to go off on my own and earn a decent living as an independent artist.


* I know you were an illustrator for some time.  Tell me about what that profession was like and if you were you passionate about it?

Commercial art is a feast-or-famine type of business for the independent artist. There are times you have so many assignments that you get little or no rest, although you earn plenty of money, and other times when you have next to nothing to do at all and little income. While I enjoyed doing illustration, I resented the creative restraints, which ultimately led me to give it up and make a go at being a fine artist.


* What medium did you work in?

As an illustrator a range of media were used: acrylic paint, gouache paint, watercolor, pen and ink, and scratchboard, along with a variety of dry drawing media.

* What were some of your clients?

Most of my clients were medical, manufacturing, and publishing concerns. Medical clients included the American Red Cross, Hospital of the University of Pennsylvania, Merck & Company, and American Academy of Periodontology. Some publishers I’ve done work for are DAW Books, McCrae-Smith, and Ellery Queen’s Mystery Magazine. In addition, I’ve created designs and illustrations for QVC Shopping Network, Eagle Air, and Lawrence Factor.


* I have noticed that you also have the gift of creativity, which is evident in your website, handouts in class etc. and also there is the give away that you worked in the advertising world. I believe that artistic skill and creativity are very different and a person can possess one without the other.  What are your thoughts about the two?

This is an interesting question to me, and one that confuses many. In my opinion there is a huge difference between artistry and skill. It is possible, for instance, to teach a person how to be a skillful drawer, painter, sculptor, or writer, but it is not possible to transform a person skilled in one of these areas into an artist. That is something that comes from within the individual. For instance, I’m sure you have had the experience of admiring a painting for how skillfully it was done, and yet remained unmoved by the picture. On the other hand you have probably come across a picture executed with marginal facility but one which is nonetheless exciting to look upon. In the first case the “artist” possesses mere technical facility, while in the second the artist has impregnated the picture with an individual creative vision. Naturally, those pictures that we most admire are ones done with superb technical skill and a profound creative spark.

FKAPLAN        Rider In The Dawn     Oil On Canvas   2011   24x36 


* When and why did you leave the corporate world doing illustration to pursue painting as your profession?  What was your thought process if you can remember it?  Have you always wanted to paint?

Yes, I have always wanted to paint and that is one of the main reasons I turned away from doing illustration. It simply wasn’t satisfying enough, plus the industry was being increasingly dominated by digital art, something I found alien and off-putting.


* What are the differences between illustration and painting?  Do they sometimes cross over with a small amount of difference?  I mean, sometimes a painting can look like an illustration and visa versa?    What is your opinion about the differences and similarities between the two?

The main differences between illustration and fine art is that illustrations are made to be reproduced, something that is not of great concern to a painter, and fine artists can make any kind of pictures they want while illustrators must meet the client’s requirements.

There is certainly some cross-over. It is not unusual, for instance, for a publisher or company to use a fine art painting as an illustration. In fact, many fine artists have created paintings on commission that were intended for use as illustrations. Pierre Roy is one such, as are Rene Magritte, Georgia O’Keeffe, and Philadelphian Robert Riggs. Nor is it odd for an illustrator to market his original illustrations through galleries as fine art. Frederic Remington did this, as did Norman Rockwell and Maxfield Parrish.

As to whether a painting can look like an illustration and visa versa, that is another issue. Because of the process involved in reproducing illustrations, certain factors must be taken into consideration. For example, purples and browns are generally avoided or minimized since they are difficult to reproduce accurately. Illustrations need to be more hard-edged and have stronger contrasts than is seen in many paintings. Color in illustrations needs to be strong and vibrant because of limitations of the reproduction process, so much so that illustrators have been known to use to use day-glo fluorescent-type colors on occasion.



* Most people have this notion that to be a great artist, your need to have angst and neurosis which makes creativity possible.  What do you think about this and what is your angst if you have one, or maybe two, three or four?

My angst and neurosis is that people think I need to have angst and neuroses in order to make art.


* Some creative people are driven by something internal that they can’t seem to describe, which enables them to create and to be prolific.  What would you say drives you if you were to put it into words?

The need to eat. Salvador Dali said that art should be edible, and I agree. So I make my own food.


* This is a thoughtful question that I feel compelled to ask?  How are you inspired creatively? I mean, what does it look like or how does it take you to a creative place? How does an inspiration enter into your consciousness? Is it by thoughts, dreams, daydreams, etc?  Is it an obsession or rumination over an idea or concept? Is it that “light bulb experience? Is it by feelings? What else brings inspiration in your life in general, that transfers over to your artistic skills and your ideas?

There is no “light bulb” of inspiration, just – the words of Thomas Edison – 90% perspiration. If I sat around waiting for ideas to strike I would do nothing but sit around. I go looking for them in books, along the street, by doodling, and sometimes just by starting to paint.


* Is there anything that you would like to pursue artistically besides painting and why?

I’d like to learn to work with wood. My father was a skillful carpenter, as is my brother. Me, I just make a mess.


* Do you have any other passions that rival the drive and desire you have to paint?

Yes. Not painting; just loafing.


* How do you over come obstacles painting when you are alone in your studio, with no one to bounce an idea off of?

But there is somebody to bounce ideas off of: me.


* Do you find it difficult or how do you deal with the motivation and isolation of being in your studio all day painting?  Do you ever go “bonkers”?

Being alone makes me hungry, which motivates me to make food.


* Would you recommend painting to some one as a profession, knowing that it can be a real rollercoaster ride and success is no where near a sure bet?

Unless a person has an enormous appetite, I wouldn’t recommend art as a profession. One certainly doesn’t do it for money, since few artists ever earn enough to feed themselves decently. As to fame or celebrity: if that’s what you want, learn to sing and try out for American Idol.


* What does a successful artistic career look like to you?

It depends on what you consider success to be. To me it means making ever better pictures, some of them hopefully being compelling enough to attract the attention of at least a small public. The height of success, I suppose, is to be picked up by a premier gallery or see one’s work displayed in a major museum.

* I have found that a lot of painters and artists have a nagging sense of insecurity or doubt in their skills, do you think this is true and why? Also, do you think one needs to be eccentric to be a successful artist?  Do you think of yourself as eccentric?


This is really two questions.



All artists have doubts about their work. If they didn’t there would be no reason to strive to improve it, and that spells death for an artist, death for progress. To endure those insecurities I think that one has to, indeed, be eccentric.





FKAPLAN     Dark Energy                 Oil On Canvas     2011   20x24
That wraps it up for this PART ONE of this interview.  I hope you found Fred's perspective on art and creativity interesting and enjoyable?  Check back next week to follow along with PART TWO where Fred talks about teaching, saving his studio and most important, his work as a painter. 

Please leave a comment if you would like to and pass along this blog interview to friends.  Also, don't forget to take a peek at Fred's recent work on his website www.kaplanpicturemaker.com.  It is also full of information for artists on materials and advice.  

Thanks a whole bunch for coming to my blog.

Cheers,
Loren




Tuesday, January 17, 2012

MEMORIES AND HOW TO GET IDEAS FOR PAINTINGS

(c) MAKING A MEMORY   OIL ON CANVAS  24x30 2009

I've been struggling a lot writing this post about memories, creativity and how they work together. This is such an important subject to me, since I've always had an interest in the brain and science as a whole and I am fascinated by the way our brains work. To a large degree,  I am interested in how we generate ideas for our artistic endeavors.

First let me say that memories are so important in our lives and loosing them would seriously disrupt our functioning and mostly our sense of self. We need memories to know where we've been, where we are and where we are going.  Essentially, our memories and storage and recall of them, are what we call our identity. Although I have some ideas about how our memories and creativity, work together to create art ,  I am however in no way and expert on this matter. I'm just an artist on the journey to discover and enrich my creative spirit.  I would however, like to share what I believe is the way that our memories are so intertwined in our brains and when we create art.

If you are an artist or a creator of things, you may have had the experience of creating something and when finished, you do not know where you have gotten the idea or subject matter from.  This has happened to me when I am painting. My theory is that I think that we store all of our memories from our entire life in different areas in our brain, and we then access them at different times for a variety of purposes in our life.  When creating art, however, I think that we search our minds unconsciously when we begin our creation, and we make connections between a lot of different memories that come in the form of images. These rapid fire images link together so fast and it causes the "light bulb"or "Ah, ha" experience in our mind.  I believe that it happens at such a deep level that it escapes our conscious awareness.  This may explain my way of coming up with ideas by using words to trigger images in my mind.

I will share how I work to come up with my ideas.  This is in no way the only way.  It's just a way that has worked for me.  If you are struggling or looking for ideas, one way to generate them is to think in terms of pictures in your mind. Imagine them, bring them close to the fore front in your mind. Then think of words and play around with them, repeat them and try putting one word with another. Keep saying the words over and over. When you do this, it is important to close your eyes, relax and go inward as far as you can go.  Don't force it.  Let it flow into your awareness. Let yourself daydream...This is a way helps block out external noise such as sound and sight.  Although there are many ways to come up with ideas, these suggestions can be one way of controlling the ideas you generate in your consciousness.

I hope this helps you to become more aware of how to generate ideas.  Leave a comment if you find this to be helpful in your art?


Sunday, November 13, 2011

PAINTING A SIMPLE DISGUISE

THE SIMPLE DISGUISE
OIL ON CANVAS 24 x 30
(c) Loren Fidalgo 2009

This is one of my favorite paintings because I love the different angles and the subject matter. I am also smitten with the colors.  It's a 24 x 30 size painting.  I like to use this size for class paintings and sometimes when I am painting on my own.  The title, 'The Simple Disguise' is somewhat of a mystery to this painting.

I remember when I was beginning to paint this piece and I was really charged up and looking to seriously express something.  I just didn't know what.  At the moment that I put the paint to the scary white canvas, I was a woman on a mission, a rebel without a cause ( can a woman be a rebel, I'm not sure?) but anyhow, as I worked the paint around, I found my groove. I became aware to the idea that I was able to make a bunch of sense from the nonsense I was feeling.  This painting asks you to look closely at it and it just might help answer it's meaning.  I don’t like to talk about the deeper meaning to my work and how it reflects my secret world or life, as we all don’t.  So, you won’t find the answer to the exact meaning of this painting, however, since I am talking about nonsense, it brings me back to the title of this painting, 'The Simple Disguise'.  It is such a topic of conversation for people who view this work. "What does it mean"?  But the curiosity is not whether I have a simple disguise or if you might have one?  It’s about why we have one?  I have come to believe that we all do but in different ways.  I am reminded of a song by Bruce Springsteen titled, ‘The Brilliant Disguise’.  His lyrics in this song speak to me and make me think about the public face and the private face that we all might have.  Again, do all of us really have a disguise?  I'm not so sure how many of us do, but I'll bet that it is more common than people believe or will admit.  And as for my disguise, keep looking because it might reveal itself to you when you are not expecting it to.  But for now, I think it is something for me to think about and to ponder, as I always do. I search for the simple disguise in myself often and try to figure out how it does it's thing in my life. How about your disguise and it's purpose in your life? 


Cheers,
Loren

Thursday, November 10, 2011

THE FEAR OF CHOOSING AND MAKING DECISIONS

THE FEAR OF CHOOSING
OIL ON CANVAS 30x4
(c) Loren Fidalgo 2010

This is one of my favorite paintings and I wanted to share it with you, here on my blog.   I really love the colors and the images of the ladies lips and the single flower.  It is quite a large painting 30 x40 and is really dynamic when viewed in person. The title, ‘THE FEAR OF CHOOSING’, really reflects an inner struggle that I often feel, when faced with too many choices.

Have you ever had THE FEAR OF CHOOSING?  I know I have the fear in some areas of my life. Well, how great is the feeling when I finally do choose something and I feel like my mind is uncluttered and the struggle has ceased?  I love when I am at a crossroads with a decision and I finally feel that internal push over the fence and then BANG!... the decision or choice is made.

One way I have recently been trying to attack making creative choices and decisions is to carry a small pad of paper, with a small little pen. Whenever I am overloaded with intense creative ideas or choices, I try to write them down in the pad.  I write down the pros and cons and ask myself, "how is choosing one decision over another, going to improve my life or get me where I want to go?" If it doesn't fit with my goals, I realize I have to let it go. After, just listing these points by writing them down, I am seeing that I really feel as sense of peace and less blogged (hee, hee) down.  Also, after writing down my options, I can put the pad away and let ideas settle in my mind for a while.  After I get away from it for some time, the choice sometimes reveals itself.  I have also been using this method with images, painting ideas and inventive kind of things that are stirring in my mind. I sketch them out and then I can see where I want to go and what ideas to abandon.  I can more clearly see my direction and whether something is a good choice or not.  But I think the act of choosing might be a much more simpler one.

Once, I realize that there is no perfect choice, it makes my choosing much easier.  It’s just the fear of making the choice that is the struggle. Deciding on something can be challenging as it is some times for me, but it can be done by realizing that there are many good and great ways to do some thing.  Choosing can be such a personal thing because our decisions are backed up by all this history about ourselves. This history is stored in our brains all out lives. What might be the right choice for me, may not be the right choice for you.  I think for me it is overcoming some fear I have at times to abandon my fear and go for it..  I am choosing in my life to let things happen and to ‘just choose’.

Cheers,
Loren