|'HERES LOOKING AT YOU, KID!' 2012 oil on canvas (c) Loren Fidalgo 2012|
Well, it's time for an 'on my EASEL' painting to be featured on my blog and this painting is a little different than I usually talk about. Maybe it is because I posted my painting, 'CHUNKY, CHUNKY GIRL' yesterday and it just put me in a funny and light hearted mood? Yeahhh..., yesterday's painting post, it's still cracking me up! So here goes another round...
When I first started this painting in 2012, I was really interested in faces and depicting the human face in my sketches and paintings. I usually love to add these big super huge cheeks to illustrate the delight and charm of my characters. That's not to say that my faces are always happy and elated. Sometimes they are somber and suffering with despair. (that's a subject for another post) For this post, I will be focusing on this particular painting 'Here's looking at you, kid!' and the joyful nature of this girl and her suitor who came to give her his heart.
In one of my painting classes I was taking at the time of this painting, I was doing a lot of sketches in my book and the idea was that they were supposed to be from my imagination and/or a memory from something I saw during my day.. In this class, I learned to draw from lightly scribbling on the paper and watching until eventually something would emerge from the scribbling Maybe it was from my imagination or maybe even a dream?. Well, most of my scribble drawings I drew became faces of people with a lot of interesting features that had a lot of character. When I first started painting, I would paint large red and round circles for cheeks and then around 2010, I started creating these paintings with these round, ball cheeks that seemed to be popping out of the faces and off the canvases.. What the large cheeks truly meant, I did not know however, I kept drawing and painting them.
In this painting , she has really large cheeks as I have mentioned and she seems to be just thrilled with who she is and what she is about. (so I think. I haven't asked her!). She is delighted with the little male bird has chosen to make it's way over to her to give her his heart. He reaches his beak up to her while holding the little red heart as symbolism for his literal heart. This bird surely wants to give himself to her. The excitement on her face is clearly evident and it reminds me of the place I was in emotionally when I painted her. She seems somewhat coquetious, and a little kooky as if she is so proud of herself and why shouldn't she be? I wasn't feeling in the same mood when I painted her, so I don't know where I pulled this image from my mind, that has such a euphoric tone. Possibly, it was from another part of my mind that I was not accessing at the time I was painting? That happens to me sometimes. Maybe it happens to you, too? For me, I will paint and just be in the 'zone' so deeply that may not be conscious of what I am expressing. Sometimes, I don't know for months or years as in this painting what it is truly about. And the colors...I also don't know why I chose to paint with the colors I did?
This painting is in oils and in this painting the colors are Naples Yellow, Cadmium Red, Titanium White, Cerealean Blue, Ultramarine Blue, Ivory Black and Cadmium Yellow. I love to paint faces in yellows and warm colors. I especially love to use Naples Yellow in my faces. I know it can be tricky color to use and sometimes it can be overused, but at the time I had seemed to be taken to it and loved the buttery consistency and texture. . I used Utrecht Brand oils then and I still do. I love them and they meet my needs.
So that's a wrap up for 'on my EASEL'. I hope you enjoyed this one? I think I am still discovering what my paintings are all about and I like to share the journey of discovery with you. Keep reading my posts and please feel free and easy to leave a comment if you would like? I'd love to hear what you are thinking and feeling?
Cheers for now,